Is that time of the year that make me want to crawl under a rock and stay there until the rotting stench of my flesh wakes me up. Is the time to share the joy with the family that I dont have beside my mother and father. They are the only ones I consider relatives so instead of feeling all warm inside all I can do is think what will happen when they are not there?..who will care when they are no longer beside me? loneliness is a beautiful sensation except when it start to eat you from the inside out. I was born to feel alone, to never have the satisfaction of knowing completness, to know there is something missing but never being able to find it.


Misplaced
Sonata Artica

(Tony Kakko)

Sometimes I feel so out of time and place, trapped in a maze
As if I was lost in someone else's life...
The values I should keep in high regard don't mean a thing to me

Do you ever feel a need to go back in time? A dream of mine...
To travel far away and one day steal back my life
In the end all I can do is to learn I live in a dreamland

This time was not made for me,
I have nowhere to land, no place to rest,
Like a bird, without a nest, I'm gliding
Under the clouds, forevermore

How much suffocated anxiety can be held within?
I was found guilty to a crime against myself.
No need to hear the words again,
I live and I'd die for my dreamland

This time was not made for me,
I have nowhere to land, no place to rest,
Like a bird, without a nest, I'm gliding
Under the clouds, forevermore

I'll never have a chance, I can't understand
I'm a misplaced man
How could this backward land
Learn to understand my dance
What it's like, when every single smile hurts...

I have never felt like home here
Always missing something
People aren't connecting
Am I a misplaced soul?

I live in a perfect Hell, I try finding my wishing well
when I drop my last tear, I have accepted this life

A true saint, that I am not, you have never seen me
'Cause I have always been there, standing by your side

I'll never have a chance, I can't understand
I'm a misplaced man
How could this backward land
Learn to understand my dance
what it's like, when

Every single moment pains me...
Never felt like home here
I am missing something
My soul's in a wrong shell





Yes I am this crazy after all the crap I took a Nerd test