Last night I wrote the backgrounds for the new pc...what a rush. It has been a while since the last time I did something like that. Ideas were flashing everywhere the story revealed itself. Stories, modules, dreams, nightmares...if the party doesnt go anywhere at least I know I still have it in me.
Today I am supposed to receive a phone call from the contractor from Hell...wish I could close that chapter in my life.
At work I might be able to pull a coup but better not talk about it, for now.

Glad to see the volcano of emotions erupting like that, you think I cant handlle it?, give me your best shoot. I dont have pity for no one because I dont beleive in it. IS THAT CLEAR! and where was I when all this happend? Having my owm fucking life. Yes dear I do have a life with issues, problems, sadness, happiness...but you dont see me blaming anyone for MY mistakes I made a lot but I took full responsability for them. You want support: who was there when you were planning wedding #1? who had to keep silence and called G because you need it to be sure? who kept your hopes up? who was there during the unborn of wedding #2? who keeps having faith in you? I am guilty of been absent in the flesh if that is what you wanted sorry. But dont you dare say I havent been there for you. If all you base a friendship is physical contact then you are correct you have no one. I will let this pass as another of your tantrums(yes you do have many) and I will keep telling you what you need to hear not what you want to, ok.

WW

Friday went to Ponce to check some raw meat for D&D got 3 fighters a mage and a cleric at least the F got into the idea and went for an all Al-qadim character the M and the C went with something they think will be "powerfull"...kids. They look like an ok party at least they enjoy each other company we will see if this will develop into a campaing..or not as usual. COming back from Ponce called V....hmmm.....ahhhhh......what! ok dont know what the hell happend there but do not I repeat do not take on me what evercrap ppl are giving you. I can understand your frustraition + anger but of all the ppl I dont think I deserve to be in the resiving end of it. Come on at least this time is not between you and me :P

Saturday "pasaras por mi vida sin saber que pasastes" the only thing worth mentioning is the fact that I enjoy the FF movie. Just dont think of the comics


Sunday I work on the garden(more or less) , cleaned the house, wash the dogs and cook a gourment dinner just for me. Went window shopping to get more ideas for my house since now I know the space I will be decorating. Still trying to visualize the other 2 bedrooms but nothing clear yet.

still trying

Ok so since I move to Caguas I am becoming a movie addict/whore as you please to call it. I havent seeing so much crap since I was in 8th grade damn. When are they going to start making decent stuff. This Friday I am supposed to end my struggle with the f***ing contractor who end up doing nothing after 4 month. He is supposed to returm ALL the money so I can move forward with my life...if he doesnt well to court with it. So after 3 post I am going to tell some friends about this so they/you can keep track of me when I disappear for days/weeks/months well you know how I am.