Christine stikes again

On friday night after a day that started at 5pm I got into a crash with an inmobile object, as the police claim says, just 2 minutes from my house I ram the car against a cement block on the side of the road. I am fine I suffer no harm. Being researching all over the place because ther emight be a chance that Christine will come back to life, which I FEAR. The reason that made me buy a Toyota is the same reason there is a chance she will hunt again...re-sale value. My car is worth almost $10,000 in the market right now, WHAT THE FUCK! so my fortune depends now on the estimate and the Insurance Company.
I am in charge of the office this week since my boss is on vacations out of the country. And it has been one of those weeks when everything that can goes wrong. Floods on Sunday, problems with Day End on Monday, shortage of equipment and Bitches geeting on my nerves. I might have to take Friday off to get somethings done.
Hopefully nothing else will go wrong in my life, famous last words.
The only good thing is that I finish a year long PS2 game. Now 5 more to go.

Slap in the face

Ok so I am surfing the net and I found this interesting blog:
http://radtrad.blogspot.com/2006/04/board-game-review-puerto-rico.html

It brought a smile to my face to realize that not every time I see PR on the web is to read an article about The Crisis. I know is just a stupid board game but hey this is my country and I am proud of it. We DO have mediocre leaders, and yes politics here is the dirties job of them all and YES we do suck at a bunch of things. But not everything is lost. There is ppl here that do care and want to make a difference. I know that is hard to see them with all the crap flying around but they are we just need to keep looking for them.
I will be affected by The Crisis since my mother will be out of work...Oh God help me! Also a lot of good friends will be on the street. My shoulder and pockets to them. I just hope someone realize that there are more important things at hand than saving face to come on top...Thanks God is not up to me.

Happy IS week to me!

This is a view of my Holyweek's retreat. Isn't lovely? This weekend I try to complete some house work, but rainy day on Saturday left me with a not get out of bed attitude. Made a nice breakfast with scramble eggs with everything, toast and a big glass of fruit punch juice. Then I took myself in a trip to a little town where a flash disrupted their life and a mysteriuos labyrinth appear out of nowhere. The mission was simple get into the maze and save the Queen. But the stories, the people, the atmosphere was deeper than that. With a party of six I jump into action.
Two days of hack&slash, spells and quest. Quite nice for a change. I also took time off to watch Narni which I found too kidie for my taste and Bone collector which was so so. I have a few plants in need of planting hopefully will get to that this weekend.
Also went to DACO again to ask for my case to be taken to the Justice Dept. since the asshole hasnt paid a penny.

Press Me

Hopefully by next week I will be done with the cat thingie. Finally friday, not a bas week overall but I am tire anyway. Dreading that I might be close to a physical break down but the show must go one. No exercise the whole week getting back the H2O into my skin and peeling like a snake...I look dreamy. If it doesnt rain during the weekend is back to The Project and plant some bushes before they die on my garage, and the lemon tree + I HAVE to do the cleaning of the house...did I really wanted Friday to come? If my boss give the word I will be in a trainning on june on Tampa for a week. My luck is that the week after that I already have plans made so I wont be able to stay and go to Disney as I want to...I am curse to not visit the Magic Kindom.
Feeling much better this days hopefully the black cloud is moving on and I can start smeeling the roses.

Back to reality. I took myself to a retreat to recharge my life source. Hopefully during the next few days I will post some pics. I went to a far away place in PR to be with my favorite person ME! I took a book, my mp3 player and the basics. It was great to scape my life to enjoy having a Life...you know what I mean. Sorry for all the worries ppl but I didnt turn on my cell I didnt even watch tv. I did catch a lot of sunshine i got myself a nice dark brown skin...errr let me refrase that...I got a good suntan. It has been a while since I felt so refresh and actualy serene. I have to make a mental note to treat myself more often. Bougth a lemon tree without thorns, a plant that looks like a "pascua" but is not to plan on the backyard. This was a druidic weekend. Now back to work but somehow thing look brighter today...I might be having a Sound of Music moment...

Friday finally

Thanks God is Friday. What a looong week this has been. I cant wait to get home and sleep for 10 hours straight, no phone, no pager, no boss....I need a break. Going shooping for a new sound today. I love my Nightwish/Sonatartica combo but I think is time to add something new. Had a revelation yesterday I can have a companion, a lover, a best friend the problem is that all 3 dont share the same body...hmmm. I am so simple I confuse myself. My companion is there whenever I need someone to talk about my life, but in the long run the sex start to get boring, monotonous, familiar. My lover is always going to be exciting, refreshing, jolly...but I dont want to go deep and ruing everything. My best friend knows everything about me but I dont want to share a bed with her...There was a time when I though I could get everything in one package now I just settle for little pieces that can complete me. Not bad considering the circunstances.

Weekend??

On Friday I went to see a movie that Vierna had the audacity of calling at 12 am to recommened. The movie "V for vendetta" Oh my f***ing God what a rush. It was poetry in motion it has been a while since the last time I felt so trill in a theater. I was so full of emotions that I even cry during the movie. If you havent seen it go. If you dont get it then your lost, if you do get it call me to share it. On Saturday I went to a surprise thingie my stepfather had for my mom I played dominoes( yes I know) with her for a while. My 2 brothers were there some friends and family. She was happy and wearing the earings I gave her :)
Sunday had to come to the office due to a failure on some backups and the system being dowm. They called me at 8:20 am. I was at the office until 3 pm left everything ok and went home to finish cleaning, which I did. With the house clean I read 2 chapters of LoTR.
Today they called me at 6 am(luckly I was on my way). Someone decided to make a power test in the institution and the HUGE ups we have in the office fail. So I started with no light + no system. At 10 am I got almost everything under control.
I have to take a friend to a surgery on Friday and probably take care of him during the next weekend...ok this better pay off.
On the bright side someone left me a Myrna's Sweet cake on my desk. If I had cold milk I would have eaten the whole thing right now.
Vierna I am far but you just need to call.
Groundel dont get mad but GROW UP and GET A LIFE
Trasher either commit or get the Hell out
Sara(still no name for you) stay strong things are not that bad
Angel we are getting there or out of there
Juanca make up your mind
Angel2 dont put with all the crap
Me start taking action

Hopefully I will have time to rest this weekend. Feeling tired the whole week eventhough I have been gettint 7 to 8 hours of sleep. I had a meeteing at DACO on Monday and the contractor agreed to pay me every week until the full...FULL? amount is cover. I just want to get this experience behind me and forget I ever meet that guy.
I havent been able to get a hold of my friend in Ponce so I supposed the campaing is dead. is not like they were that great anyway, but it was something.
My mom turn 62 last Tuesday. I gave her two pair of handcrafted earings by a viequence. She was happy.
For some reason I am hook to this season of American Idol so goodbye to Chicken Little...you had a bad day.

I shouldnt go to sleep early. I can either sleep 3 or 4 hours or over 9 hours. I went to sleep las night at 10 walked up at 5am and I feel like shit. Anyway is Friday and I dont work on Monday due to another meeting regarding the asshole contractor who owns me money. Maybe it was a dream but I think V called, I will check wih here and my cell later. Havent heard from the guys @ Ponce so maybe that is another dead campaing we will see. Starting to write two stories to see which one will keep my interes long enough. I talk to Juanca this week he left a very good job to go teach in High school, then there is Javi who has been a teacher for 12 years and want to go to the PeaceCorps, also V who is looking for a career change...is good to know I am not the only one going thru a phase.

Weekend of Sequels

Ok so I was bore and my great idea was to rent some movies I havent seen...bad idea. First i took a copy of AD&D2 Wrath of the something Dragon, like the first one was so great the decided to make another. Stupid module, no creative DM, cheap,cheap, cheap effects. Oh! and dont forget too long so you can hate it more. Who at the end of editting said this is a good movie? They should fireball, icestorm and the acid him. Next watch Zatura...I loved jumanji I still enjoy watching the movie I dont care about the animatronics or the so obvious blue screen,the movie was entertaining, witty, sassy and it had mister Williams in it. Zatura well it fell short will be an understatement. The movie is so predictable, yes for a movie base on a random game it is predictable. The actors well they SUCK even the supposed to be adorable kid is annoining. The only good thing about this renting frenzy was The Three Musketers,closest thing to a gaming experience I had in the past 2 month.
I follow a frind advice and started reading my books on the living room. I left it there so I have to sit there to continue reading. Move the baby fishes to the entertaiment room so I have to spend time there watching them swim. C I do follow some advices.

My nose is running again I think I should send it to the Olympics or something. This weekend I did absolublty nothing. Just rented Legend of Zorro.......I should have rentend the first one I watched twice. Is Zorro for God's sake why did the try to make it deep? the world may never know.
Unable to decide about my future, and I mean all parts of it:love, financial, career and the list can go on. I might go to Alaska where I can live with my dogs and be alone.
What is the purpuse of having a house if I only use one room?

This weekend was to my House. I clean the backyard, took out all he weed/dry stuff that was covering it for the past 2 month. Plant some things in it...lets see if my curse does not kill them. I have the mutant ability that kill everything I plant. In Spanish "Mato todo lo que entierro" Clean the whole House including the closets... the allergies are killing me. Took care of my fish tanks...I have a new batch of swords tails(fishes). Between chores I was able to catch Flashdance, Vanhelsing, Return of the King(dont get tired of it) and some episodes of Danny Phantom and fairy old parents.
This week at work same old shit happening
On personal matters the waters are calm. just sailing away where the wind will take me. Not forcing anything, not waiting anything just sailing.

Long week looking forward to the weekend. Enough said.

The Ranger is back!

This weekend when to a "finca" in Yabucoa to gather some plants...A friend told me that he had a few Heliconia(http://www.highlandheliconia.com/) so I went to the country...Nice morning, yes I wake up at 8:00 am on Sunday. With a "machete" in hand I went to get the goods. Brought a few plants to my house some for the backyard, a few to hide the doggies and a few to suck water. Then in my house got started on cleaning the dry land that is my backyard. I work on it until 6 pm and there still a lot of stuff to do. I forgot I had to work today. So it will be until next week to finish the cleaning process then on to the landscapping. Not sure what I will do yet. Need more cactuses for the front yard. Hope the ranger does not go huntting so I can get some work finish there.

The day after V

Hope everyone had a nice V-day. Me...well I went to my house to have a nice evening with my lover the TV. But I have to admit I did had a lot of calls from friends and some ghosts. Plus the sugar rush was great. The best compliment I got in the day was "he can eat all the chocolate we want just look at that body" (blush) it did wonders for my self steem.
Thinking on doing another degree in Psy or Literature. Talk to a few people and the lawer thing might not be great at this stage in my life. But still dont know.
Planning a get away on Holy Week, not a beach resort maybe a quite place on the mountains will be great.

Have you seen the commercial "I work with monkeys"? And the sequel "I work with jackasses"? well that sums up my working experience at the moment.

Wednesday

I feel like that in the middle...to far from Saturday not close enough to monday...I am an Island stranded between two continents. In one there is progress, technology , money in the other hopes, dreams, fear...why cant I have it all. Why do I have to sacrifice one for the other. Why my fricking mind has to be in 2 places at the same time. I enjoy what I do for a living but there is so much more I want to do. I dont want to wait until I am almost 50 to have a life. I have the illusion of one right now and s killing me.
Nothing around me lift my soul
motionless wind around me
leeching my will to go on
just a memory of my own
will the night bring joy
or just another empty promise

Something this small can last a very long time.

Misplaced

Wrong time/era/place that is how I feel but hey I am the eternal Knight protector of all, last one to stand never leaving my post. Too many responsabilities on this shoulders, wish I could be careless like some people and live out of my mother or piety, hey I will even seatle for a lover to pay the rent+food+entertaiment...I would be so lucky if I didnt care but I do. Last time I felt my spirit fly was in a beautiful place call Mayaguez...those times always bring a smile to my face, but nothing last forever but the memories remain.

Dark clouds over my head
constant rain everywhere
sweet kiss of death desire
last breath of love forgoten
shadow path of mirages
dying sun in the horizon
starless night my companion

AQ

another week

Good idea:inviting some friends over....Bad idea:tell your friends to invite friends...I was bore on Saturday so I decided to call some people I know to come to my house...I stopped being bore. I turn into Mama Ines, my feet were killing me, I lost track of people, I had a blast. Sony eat something, Angel show me the way, Ursula hang in there things might get better, JC call me damn it. Hope to see V house before the next century.

New Year

Happy New Year and blah, blah, blah....

NOTHING interesting during my 9 days vacations. I almost rot in my house for 4 days...not that many people care. Decide to end the trip in fairyworld and send the pixie on her married way :P Played Wizardry alot(didnt finished though) Trying to get to Ponce nexx weekend to start the year with the campaing. Hopefully Kymil will be at work and we can communicate more often so I will try to get her on board for the game. This Friday I am finally getting the inspector from DACO at my house so I can try to continue the work that the !##$$@$ didnt finished.
Hunting for a new sound but havent found one that rock my world yet(I am talking about music).
At least I have two of my dogs with me at my house and their puppies(2) which have give me a great satisfaction. I can spend hours on the floor getting lick, trample and cover with hair...love every minute of it. They are turnning to be a nice terapy to get away from everything and get out of my room once in a while.
Well back to my first day of work