Happy Halloween

For me Halloween is what Xmas is for almost everybody. I get more satisfation looking at spider's web, haunted houses, skeletons and the like than I get from epileptic lights and fat snow men dress in red. Because this night like myself can go either way...you could go trick ot treating the whole night or you can look for a nice groove and do rituals...I am not saying I have(but wont denied it either. So for all the outcast out there Thanks for mot making me the only one


Masquerade, masquerade
Grab your mask and don't be late
Get out get out well disguised
Heat and fever in the air tonight
Meet the others at the store,
Knock on other people's door
Trick or treat they have the choice,
Little ghosts are makin' lotsa noise
But watch out. . .beware--listen. . .take care

In the streets on Halloween
There's something going on
No way to escape the power unknown
In the streets on Halloween
The spirits will arise
Make your choice, it's hell or paradise
Ah--it's Halloween
Ah--it's Halloween. . .tonight!

Someone's sitting in a field,
Never giving yield
Sitting there with gleaming eyes,
Waiting for big pumpkin to arise
Bad luck if you get a stone,
Like the good old Charlie Brown
You think Linus could be right
The kids will say it's just a stupid lie

But watch out. . .beware--listen. . .take care
In the streets on Halloween
There's something going on
No way to escape the power unknown
In the streets on Halloween
The spirits will arise
Make your choice, it's hell or paradise
Ah--it's Halloween
Ah--it's Halloween. . .tonight

Listen now--we are calling you. . .
And there is magic in the air
Magic in the air. . .
on Halloween

Black is the night full of fright
You'll be missing the day
What will be here very soon
Changing your way
a knock at your door
Is it real or is it a dream
On trembling legs you open the door
And you scream. . . .on Halloween

Darkness
Where am I now
Is there anybody out there
What has happened
Am I in heaven
Or is it hell
I can see a light comin'
It's comin' nearer
It's shining
It's shining so bright
It's shining on me

I am the one, doom's in my hands
Now make your choice,
Redeemed or enslaved

I'll show you passion and glory
He is the snake
I'll give you power and abundance
He's the corrupter of man

Save me from the evil one
Give me strength to carry on
I will fight for all mankind's
Deliverance and peace of mind

But watch out. . .beware--listen. . .take care
In the streets on Halloween
There's something going on
No way to escape the power unknown
In the streets on Halloween
The spirits will arise
Make your choice, it's hell or paradise

Ah--it's HalloweenAh--it's Halloween. . .tonight

Waiting for the weekend

Hopefully this weekend I will be able to play D&D in Ponce. If the powers that be don't intervene like always. I have put some time into it just in case Kymil decides to drop by. Yesterday I spend the day working with two outside programmers..What a rush. I work like 10 hours but they went by flying. I actually fun to do brainstorming with minds alike. We even got to lunch together..It was refreshing. House....Don't ask, I am suppose to wait 2 years to sell but everyday I get more convince that I should just sell now and get the hell out of there. But sometimes I am so happy to be far away from family that it is a blessing.
I am suppose to be going on a training to Tampa on February 2006, maybe I will plan a trip down(or up) to Disney the week after the training.
Why am I so right for people but cant find the right one for me?

Kingdom For A Heart
Sonata Artica
(Tony Kakko)
What the hell are you standing there for, expectingme to help you, when I'm down myself
Waiting my savior, my world is flooding over,
there'sno room for air, I can't breathe,
I would give a kingdom for one more day

I'd give - a kingdom
For one more day as a king of your world
I'd give a kingdom, for just one more day

What the hell am I waiting here for, expecting you to come and give away your life
Just for a moment of my time, have a hole where I should have a heart,
I'm made of wood, I'm falling apart, I would give a kingdom if I only had you

I'd give - a kingdom
For one more day as a kind of your world
I'd give a kingdom, if I had a heart

I'd give it all for a heart
if I was a King I would give away my kingdom
Treasures and crowns wouldn't mean a thing
If I only had a heart, if I only had a heart...

Now I know I will never love you,
I'm a man withouta heart,
I'm not allowed to feel human feelings
I'm king of the land,
I'm a ruler of seas,
I'd give it away in a moment.
If I only had one moment

I'd give - a kingdom
For one more day as a king of your world
I'd give a kingdom, if I had a heart
I'd give it all for a heart if I was a King I would give away my kingdom
Treasures and crowns wouldn't mean a thing
If I only had a heart, if I only had a heart...

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It has rain for the past 4 or 5 days...lovely weather. I like the dark days and the lighting. Beautifull for sleeping and being lasy. Even got a wednesday free to enjoy the cave. Luckly a bunch of movies on HBO Ghostship, Underword, Superman I, Dodgeball + the Rome series. One full day of just staying in bed, eatting sweets and enjoying myself.
Still trying to get the campaing going but work+players getting in the way. Hopefully will have better luck on the following weeks.
Everyone is trying to get me insane...well more insane but I think I can play dumb for a while. Hey it has work for 95% of the world it should work for me.
Gathering the strengh to start my life desire of writting with a purpuse...novel, short story, poems...who knows?